trapped

i dont know what thats mean.
but after i tried hard to enjoy the event, i felt i was being trapped.
what? I dont think i deserved this and i dont wanna being put fw in this way.
I am just a simple guy that work in my own way and do only what i like to do.
I dont want u prasie me wif this kind of award, the award that label u to be sacrified to the society.
I am still a free man.
Is that mean, i should work even harder after this?
Or I just only need to show how u did ur decision wrong, wrong to put me fw 2nite?

anyway. wht i should do is put my head back into my cw and do what i love after all these.